i stop it. it dosen’t make any sense. okay i’m afraid, but i mustn’t be sad or depressed, we are still together. i’m just regreting and feeling sorry for myself and this all is very unnecessary. i mustn’t believe the rumors even if a best friend told. and besides…people are changing. i hope, i believe he has changed. chenged because of me. because it’s worthy for him and because (hopefully) i worth so much for him. 
my “tumblr soulmate” (as she said:]) helped a lot with that few letters. and i’d like to thank her again. now i feel i’m okay, i’m almost fine:)

(Source: f-3tch)